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Friday, June 8th, 2007
9:41 am

Bib's had a bonfire a few days ago and that was pretty fun. I was not so bad at cornhole and then Rory fuvking jinxed me and I started sucking and got pissed off. Then I almost hit a raccoon on the way home.

I leave for greece on Sunday. Ahhhhhh I'm so excited. And then going to Florida after that and then San Antonio and then Canada. I'm pumped. This should be a good summer.

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Thursday, May 31st, 2007
12:32 pm
I am done with school. I am finished with my junior year. I will officially be a senior Saturday night after States. I will finally be respected by every god damn person at LHS because I will finally be top dog. I will do my best to fill in the shoes the seniors before me left. I will be nice to freshman. I will help the school as much as I can. I will do my duties at TI secretary and Key Club Vice President. I will help decorate for dances that I won't go to. I will be the person that underclassmen either look up to, or want to hang out with. I only have one year to fix everything I fucked up in high school before I get away from the damn town.

And I can't fucking wait to get out of here.

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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007
6:10 pm
Six more days of school and then it will finally be summer. Thank god. I can not wait to be done with this year. it had been terrible so far. Aside from Rory, this has sucked. Senior year, bring it on!

Track's almost done. 4x1 and pole vault are going to Regionals. 4x2 and 4x4 didn't make it. Kind of depressing, but oh well. The 4x1 is the race this year. We can make it all the way. 

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Sunday, May 13th, 2007
7:17 am
Prom was fun, even though it was two weeks ago. What was more fun was hanging out with Lizzie, Jake, Morgan, John and Rory afterwards at Jake's house. WE swam and played cards and talked and it was a good night. I crashed at Lizzie's around 3 and then we woke up and brought the boys breakfast the next morning. Then we swam and sat in the hot tub and tanned again until I had to go home. I looked really pretty. : )

Then we had OCC's yesterday and for the first time in nine years we lost. It was disappointing but kind of expected since our team is like, twenty people this year. Our 4x1 kicked some ass though. Right now I'm pretty sure we have the fastest 4x1 in the region and we have a really good chance at making it to States. Even making it into State finals. We ran a 49.3 with some so-so handoffs and if we get those absolutely perfect than we can probably go under 49 seconds. I hope we make it to State finals. That'd be sweet. We'd be the only white team.

I want school and track to be done with.

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Sunday, April 29th, 2007
8:45 am
Yesterday was a good meet in everything besdies the 4x4. We dominated in the 4x1, beating everyone by a second. That says a lot for our team and how well we'll do in regionals. This past few weeks have been kind of shitty but things may be looking up now. I can't fucking wait for summer though.

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Sunday, April 15th, 2007
8:27 am
So this week has been a lot better than the past few weeks. The meet on Tuesday was so-soish. I sucked in all my events but I don't care because it was a duel meet against Darby's JV team. The meet Saturday was canceled because half the teams can't go because they are either snowed in or haven't been to practice and also it was supposed to snow yesterday and be about a high of 20 in the afternoon. It turns out that it was about 40 with rain so we probably could have ran. That means I have three weeks off from my last varsity meet to my next varsity. And two weeks after that is the beginning of tournament. This should be an incredibly shitty year.

Meanwhile...all my papers are doing alright for now, school is doing okay (I'm passing chem and pre-cal for the moment) and we're scheduling classes for next year. I am going to have a ridiculously easy schedule. I'm not really slacking off, I'm picking classes that I'd do well in so it will probably be AP Calc, Physics (H), AP English 12, French IV (H), Weight Training, and Chamber Singers. I have the two dumb classes in there to balance out my possible failure in Calculus and Physics. Whatever.

It's been a pretty good week.

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Sunday, April 8th, 2007
2:08 pm
I hate Lancaster.

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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
6:31 pm
I am a wasteland. I am only good for a select few things. Those few things are fighting, bitching, yelling, screaming, punching and throwing. I am a hot head. I have no purpose. I get into fights specifically for the purpose of yelling at someone. I get pissed off if someone looks at me the wrong way. My vocabulary consist mainly of Fuck, Douchebag, Asshole and Whore in that order. I don't want to graduate mainly because I'm not ready for what the world is going to throw at me. Also the fact that I will probably spend most of my time in college getting smashed. I don't want to leave Lancaster because I will get my ass kicked anywhere else I go.

Basically, I am screwed.

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Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
6:13 pm
Bleh. States was alright. I did end up vaulting, but I vaulted like crap. I cleared 9'6 second try and that placed me tenth, when i could have tied for 7th or 8th. And then 4x4 I felt fast and I got us the lead but I ended up running a 62.5 so that sucked too. I spent the entire ride home from Akron crying. It was bad. I felt a little better the next day but still, I was just done for that night. What an awesome t. Patrick's day.

Besides that, I've been doing really well in school so far. I got an 88% on my chemistry quiz ( I only really missed one that I did by myself, the rest were ones that I coped off of Micheal and then changed so I wouldn't have a perfect perfect score). In math we have a quiz today and tomorrow and I studied all night for it. I will not let school kick my ass this nine weeks! Track takes care of that. 

I have no motivation to wake up anymore. The weather has been shitty and school has been tiring. Hopefully though with the change of thing (bring it on, Spring!), an easier school schedule and summer I will finally be excited about something. Not track though, track can suck my dick. I just want to start looking pretty again. And Clinique hasn't had a new shipment of concealer in three weeks so I've been lacking that. Somewhat disappointing. Oh well. 

I can't wait for summer. 

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Saturday, March 10th, 2007
10:45 pm
Made it into states in 4x4 but barely. I ran a 64, which blows. BUT there is hope. I ran a 64.8 last year and then dropped to a 61.9 the next week at Akron for states. Hopefully I can do it again. I like Jenna and all, but I want my anchor leg back dammit.

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Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
6:16 pm
So The Black Donnelly's is actually a really good show. I need to ask my parents to start taping it for me or something because there is no way I can stay up until 11 to watch it. I really like it though. Especially the music since it's all Irish music. : )

Track kinda sucks but it's better than it has been. Ran a 64 in 4x400 and I got 9'0 almost 9'6. Oh well. One more chance to qualify. I kinda want to and I kinda don't. Blah. 

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Wednesday, February 28th, 2007
6:42 pm

The shock over Andy has gone down a little. I didn't have a chance to go to the wake so I feel bad about that, but we're starting to recover from it so it's getting better.

Meet sucked on Saturday. It was terrible. I may not qualify for States this year which would suck.

Gave Rory his Steelers tickets for his birthday yesterday. We got him a cake, a U-Pillow, tickets and steelers stuff. He gave me his Steelers shirt so I can wear it when we go to the game.

He stole Andre's football nametag for me so I have a plaque that says "Ashton 96" that I'm going to put somewhere in my room, or on my locker at track. Fun fun.

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Friday, February 23rd, 2007
11:41 pm
Andy killed himself last night. I'm going to miss him so much. He was such a good kid, always smiling and laughing. At least he did when I knew him. I wish I could have spent more time with him this year, we all should have. Then maybe things would have gone differently.

The worst part is that because of his religion, he will never get into heaven. If God were so loving, why would he send a caring, fun young man to hell because something in his life was so bad that he couldn't take it anymore? 

God is cruel and unforgiving. Religion is a joke. 

I can't even begin to imagine.

I love you Andy, and you didn't deserve this.

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Sunday, February 18th, 2007
11:14 am
Well this weekend has beena  complete and total bust. Friday night the girls and I went to Texas Roadhouse for a Sprinter Dinner and ended up waiting for almost 2 hours to eat. The food was incredible though. Bad idea the next morning though since all of us felt like we had just eaten twenty pounds of lead. We all had cramps, felt nauseous and had no motivation to do anything except sleep. 

The meet was terrible for me on my part, but we ended up winning so I guess that's a plus. 4x2 ended up running a 1:52 and we can do better in that by so much. 4x4 I fucking blew balls in. I ran a 65 and let some girl pass me in the last 30 meters. I almost lost the meet for us. It was such a bad running day. The coaches are yelling at me saying this girl is right behind me, but I can't hear her so I don't think too much of it. If you can hear the person behind you that's when you need to start picking it up. Then some guy yells "you can catch her" and I being an idiot think he's talking to me about the Wayne girl 40 meters ahead of me. No, he's talking to his teammate who whizzes right by me. I felt like shit. Then I toss the baton over to camp so i don't get in trouble for walking on the floor with spikes on, and I almost get 4x4 dq'd for unsportsmanlike conduct. That's my 5th warning for "throwing the baton" when I'm usually 1) tossing it to camp 2) dropping it because I trip or 3) throwing it to someone and they drop it. The coaches need to make a pecified person for me to hand the baton to when I'm done or I'm going to tget us dq'd in a huge meet sometime. And I sucked in pole vault too. I placed 6th I guess, but I vaulted 8'6 which is terrible for me. I had no steps so we just picked a spot on the runway and told me to start there. I took a total of like, 6 jumps. I started at 8' and jumped once to clear it after running 4x2, and then it went downhill from there. I was two feet under my takeoff the entire time. Bleh. I should have 10' or 10'6 by the end of indoor and anywhere between 11' and 12' by States.

I was then supposed to go to a party last night for Hofmann's birthday, but my aunt decides to come down this weekend so I can't go. It's depressing. The weekend where I can actually go out and do things and I can't because my gay-ass family won't let me. I really don't like my mom right now. I love my dad to death but she's just pissing me off so much lately. Oh well. 

Next weekend's a meet at Marietta. That means running to West Virginia and TeeJay's at 4 in the morning when we get home. : )

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Friday, February 16th, 2007
8:51 pm
We have a meet tomorrow and my mom thinks I'm a whore. Perfect.

Besides that Valentine's Day was really good. The only downside is the "Apparently Ashton's a whore" thing that lets me not see my boyfriend pretty much ever again. That sucks.

And by the way, I'm not a slut. : (

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Tuesday, February 13th, 2007
9:09 am
Fifth snow day of the year. We already have three inches and it's still snowing. It looks really pretty outside. The only downside. I have practice tonight so no night sledding. 

Tomorrow is Valentine's day!

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Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
9:46 pm
Snow day again today. So I went sledding because we have six inches of snow. The only downside is that we absolutely are for sure going to school tomorrow more than likely. We only have one more allowed snow day. If we have more than one we're going to have to start going into either summer break or spring break. Bleh.

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Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
10:38 am
School's canceled again. I'm starting to get a little worried. We only have two more allowed days left until we have to start making them up. Plus I think a two-day week would be somewhat pointless. So...we should probably have school the rest of the week so that we don't have to go to school until the middle of June. That would definately cut out on some fun plans that I have.

Oh, and my mom is living her life out through me, which sucks. I went to practice last night and I sucked. I'm not sure why, but I think it might be because I'm too slow for a three-step vault. I can't build up enough speed and I can't start sprinting from a dead stop. This could be a problem. So I tell my mom that and she starts flipping out telling me that i need to start practicing more and going up to Garcia so that I can win. Okay Mom. Get your ass out of my life and let me deal with it. Leave me alone about my grades and track and I can guarantee you that we won't have these stupid fights and I will more than likely do better because you're not ripping on my throat anymore.

Fucking Cunt.

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Sunday, February 4th, 2007
11:42 pm
Schools canceled tomorrow because it's too cold for people to start their cars. How fucking sweet is that?

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9:17 am
The meet last night didn't end until one in the morning. It sucked because the meet was supposed to be over with at eleven. I hate this meet, but I actually got to compete for once so that's a plus. I've been sick all week and the coaches put me in 4x2 and 4x4. I thought I was going to die during the 4x2 so they scratched the 4x4 since no one could have taken my place. Stupid Jenna and her dumb hamstring. If she had ran we could have had a 4x4. Oh well. Our 4x2 got second and we ran a 1:54 which sweet for the first indoor meet. 

Two more weeks til the next meet. It's track time.

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